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Fic: 750 Miles

Set post 9.23 so I'm putting this under a cut just in case.

750 Miles

750 miles from Muncie, Indiana to Lebanon, Kansas.

12 hours of silent highway driving

750 miles with your brother's lifeless body in the back seat

12 hours to think about "I'm Proud of Us" and what he meant

750 miles to regret not seeing his last punch coming

12 hours to add up all the times he's died in your arms

750 miles to remember all the times he's come back to you

12 hours to realize you've got to get him back no matter what it takes

750 miles to prepare what you're going to tell him when he's alive again

12 hours to practice saying "Dean, I'm proud of us too," without crying

750 miles alone

12 hours too long without him


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This made everything go all blurry with the watery eyes again.

12 hours to add up all the times he's died in your arms

750 miles to remember all the times he's come back to you


waterworks started here and continued to the end. ♥

Oh I'm sorry to make you get blurry again (hands you an embroidered hanky). If it makes you feel any better, I also got a bit blurry during the writing of it.

Oh, don't you dare apologize--I thought this was *beautiful*. I love a good snivel. *sneaks embroidered hanky up her sleeve* Hanky? What hanky...?

The feeeelllsssss....

Thanks for sharing

Edited at 2014-05-22 10:06 am (UTC)

That's what the finale managed to do, get all my feeeels going again. Glad it worked for you, thanks.

Gutting and exactly what Sam must have been feeling.

Thanks so much, and I'm glad to know you agree.

awwww, I've got ALLLL the feels.

*snifs*

Well done.

But of course my dear, I'd be honored.

awwww, good! Thank you so much.

Oh man, that was sooo poignant. Well done.

12 hours to practice saying "Dean, I'm proud of us too," without crying

I hate you

*sobbing* But I love it, I do.

Sobbing right along with you, this finale did me in. Thank you.

Exactly, I just want to wrap him up and tell him everything will be alright, but it won't (maybe ever again)..waaaah. Thanks.

Oh, that's so sad and gorgeous.

Congrats! Our team has recced you here at crack_impala.

Hurrah! Thanks very much for the rec.

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